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June 20 爱得太迟----别像我 爱得太迟 词:林夕 唱:古巨基 我过去那死党早晚共对各也扎职以後没法畅聚 而终於相约到但无言共对疏淡如水 日夜做见爸爸刚好想呻 却霎眼看出他多了皱纹 而他的苍老感 是从来未觉太内疚担心 最心痛是 爱得太迟 有些心意 不可等某个日子 盲目地发奋 忙忙忙其实自私 梦中也习惯有压力要我得知 最可怕是 爱需要及时只差一秒 心声都已变历史 忙极亦放肆 见我爱的见双至 要抱要吻怎麼也好 偏要推说要等一下次 我也觉我体质仿似下降 看了症得到是别要太忙 而影碟都扫光但从来未看 因有事赶 日夜做储的钱都应该够 到圣诞正好讲 跟我白头 谁知她开了口 未能挨下去 己恨我很久 错失太易 爱得太迟 我怎想到 她忍不到那日子 盲目地发奋 忙忙忙从来未知 幸福会掠过 再也没法说锺意 爱一个字 也需要及时只差一秒 心声都己变历史 为忙未放肆 见我爱见的双至 要抱要吻要怎麼也好 不要相信一切有下次 相拥我所爱又花几多秒 这几秒 能够做到又有多少 未算少 足够遗憾忘掉 多少抱憾 多少过路人 太懂估计 却不懂爱锡自身 人人在发奋 想起他朝都兴奋 但今晚未过 你要过也很吸引 纵不信运 你不过是人 你想很远爱於咫尺却在等 来日别操心 趁你有能力开心 世界有太多东西发生 不要等到天上苦困 长快当歌 231的各位：青春是一首歌，很荣幸曾经我们一起唱着，幸福要靠自己的双手去争取。前路漫漫，让我们举杯，互祝我们的友情天长地久。 離開 這一刻感覺不會忘記 June 15 P.S. P.S. Things my parents love and things they had to put away because of my, their dearest son: My mom was once a brilliant vollyball player in university, she plays badminton quite well too My dad played violin and mouth-organ quite well too My dad has a strong talent for language, he can do many dialects, he owns a bookshelf full of foreign languages, like Russian, German, English, Japanese, etc, He is not bad a basketball player too, well, better than me..His ping pong is excellent Both of my parents love traveling, reading and keeping up with the trend of the world God, sometimes, I feel so out-performed by my parents...again, they are AWESOME, and I am sorry I have never said that to them even once... Oh, did I mention that they are both incrediably handsome and romantic? Thank god I inherited all of their best qualities...yeah, that's right, I said it...I think I am handsome and romantic too So did you think of anything you are proud of your parents? Happy father's day in advance dad!! With love Sheng Follow your heart Once upon a time, I was having coffee at a little Italian coffee place across the street from Pacific Transportation Centre in Vancouver. I chatted with the lovely couple from Greece who owns this little coffee place. We talked about my life and their life. In the end, he told me "Just follow your heart son, find your passion, because that's the only way you can succeed at what you do"...and I buried it into the corner of my head and never thought about it...I was too young to understand Maybe it is magic, today I feel totally happy, the melody of Jason Mraz's songs kept swing around in my head, I sang the tune again and again...I went to a park in the middle of Downtown Calgary, called "Olympic Plazza"...the sun was lovely, it was about 1pm in the afternoon, people are enjoying themselves, on the grass, on the bench, there are families with little kids, teenagers having picnics, young couples sun-bathing near the pool in the central, old couples sits on the stairs watching their grandsons and granddaughters playing in the pool...there are fountains pouring water into the pool. I can see the colorful skyscrapers surround me...I lied on the bank and enjoyed every minute...yesterday I was low self-esteem and gutless little kid, today I feel transformed into this confident and fun-loving hip person who is totally lovable and truly love life...mostly, I now understand that in order to be happy, I need to follow my heart and be brave to feel confident about myself, knowing there are some genius sitting inside of me, all I need to do is to let it out, oh my, I don't know exactly what I will do or what is going to happen to me, but I know it will be alright, and I figured it out thanks to some great books, movies, songs and best of all, my friends and family who didn't give up me...who stayed while they wouldn't have to...and thank my parents for giving me the greatest personality in the world that helped me to regain the love for life...some memories of childhood let me know I am loved deeply...even if they are not around...fact, I inherited so many beautiful qualities from my parents, they make my life full of joy and dreams, full of hope and warmness, now I understand what Ronan Keating had been singing about "The look in your eyes lets me know you will catch me wherever I fall"...god, I never thought I could have such profound findings of love, I never thought I could fully comprehend the meaning of true love, but all the time, it is right in front of my eyes, but I was blind...from my arrogance and ignorance...I was turned into a bitter and cynical...I have wasted so much time hating myself, beating myself up, while I could have learned to love Life is a wonderful thing, once you noticed that how much time you have wasted, you become incredibly urged to do something to make up the wasted times, you love, work, and learn double hard, you don't want to waste any time weighing the pros and cons about your action, instead, you just do it...based on the much limited informations, you boldly take actions, make decisions and this, is, when you find the beautiful genius inside of you...for instance, now I am sure that I have a power to influence people, their feelings, emotions, their thoughts, my words, my smile they have a magical power to bring joy to people's heart...and I will cherish it and make the best of it...I love music, melody and lyrics, I love reading, I love to express myself and share my findings to the world, I might not end up like Morgan to be a university professor, and I think it is awesome for someone to achieve that but when I accept that this is not the path for me, oh my, so much relief. I have my own destiney for me to fullfill, god has a plan for every one of us...boldly explore all the possibilities and keep my options open, I might not end up like some Wall Street Brokers who earn millions of bonus each year or develp some drug that is going to cure cancer but I will find the thing that will make me shine, maybe not as bright as the sun but even just a little, make it worthwhile, and live a life that's worth living for again For my dearest friends, thanks for all of your support, with my heart and soul...like the beatles said " I get by with a little help from my friend, I get hight with a little help from my friend, I gonna try with a little help with my friend"...Thank you all so much........ With love Sheng June 14 Lucky I highly recommend everyone to listen to two of Jason Mraz's songs: I'm yours & Lucky The lyrics and melody is just so pure and beautiful, makes you wonder for great love and set your mind free Makes me think of the classic music, once upon a time, they were pop music too, same as William Shakespeare's novels...I can't help but wonder, isn't the secret of genius just simply doing what they love and let all the criticis and judgement be Spring is in the air, sometimes, I can't help but to sing on my way home, when everything is under the beautiful sunshine and the little breeze wispering through the trees, when girls put on their finest dresses...I can feel the love and the joy of life in the air I am sure there are a lot for me to learn to love...but spring is a good start, I will stop worrying and giving my best shot at it...life is unpredictable, so I will roll with it, appreciate where I went and where I am, what I had and have, figure out the past, and live at the moment It's kind of a growing up, isn't it? I have a sneaky feeling, that my luck, is about to change With love Sheng June 10 I LOVE YOU Now talk about love. It's brilliant...words can't describe it...beautiful beyond imagination Please, while you still can, tell people you love how much you love them while you still can. And people....so promising, so bright, so fragile There is no another day...really...don't hold back...tell people while you still can, spread the love while you are alive Happiness takes balls, I can't let fear deprive me all the joy in the world...I will become the master of my feelings Some sentences take time for me to fully comprehend and when I do, oh boy, what wonderful surprise and joy it brings!! From now on, I will love, hate, work to my fullest, believe in the goodness of man kind and believe in miracles, love myself, my family, my friend with my whole heart and soul, never let a day pass me by I will cherish all the good with all the bad, embrace success as well as failure, because life is a journey made by actions, the more actions you take, the more progress you make I will be brave to love, to take responsibility and to keep my promises. I will have the greatest life I will face death as one of my best friends not my enermy, embrace aging and god's actions, knowing that it is the journey that matters, not the destiney I will study, learn, and get to know myself better, improve myself just a little each day, make a plan, set a goal but while fighting for it, look around and drink it in I will be my personal best, live well, and die well, be a good man, good friend, good son and good husband while I still can It's a promise |
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